For the last few days I have really been in a good place. I am doing my best to forgive Eric, forgive myself, and to move on with life. What's done is done and I just want to move into a better place. It feels good. I know I will have my days where I am really sad, but for now I feel comforted and at peace.
I went on my first date on Friday and although it was a total bomb...it was nice to be out there in the dating world. I am just exploring friendships and trying to find people I have things in common with. I am very upfront about not wanting a serious relationship right now. Honestly, it is scary how many people out there are in my same situation. I have had a couple of offers for 4th of July dates...but haven't answered either of them yet. The kids will be gone and so I would like to do something. Frankly I'm shocked that I have had any offers for dates...my self worth had bottomed out and I assumed no one would be interested in me. Happily, I was wrong. I still have a lot of work to do on my "shell" and getting to a place where I would even be ready for dating someone steadily.
I'm thankful for all that life offers me...I am grateful for my blessings and ready for more happiness to come my way. :-)
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