Checking in

I haven't posted for a while, so thought I would just check in.

I have been dating quite a bit lately. Great guys. Just not a lot of chemistry. One guy in particular thinks I am the greatest thing since sliced bread. I don't know what's wrong with him!! :-) But he texts & calls me quite often. When we went out he kept taking pictures of me with his cell phone. He is a nut and makes me laugh. The kids asked if he was my new boyfriend...no. I told them that I'm just not sure about this guy, I'm not that into him. But they want me to give him a chance. I just think it's funny that we discuss it, and they seem ok with it, and they really want me to find someone that will make me happy.

What a weird position to be in...discussing dates with your kids???

I'm feeling a lot better about the way things have panned out. It's been so good for me to rely on myself. For me to count on ME! I'm developing a lot of confidence. I'm also realizing that I still have a lot of flaws that need to be addressed. It's nice to have this time to work on myself and really try to improve what makes me tick. I know I'm ok the way I am...but I want to be better. I'm enjoying being single and focusing on my kids and myself. We are a great team and I am so grateful to be a mom.