It makes my stomach churn

I dropped the kids to Eric in Lehi last night for the baseball game. They said they had a great time. Justice was really excited about it. Montana was prepared for complete boredom...but I think she had fun despite trying not to.

This morning Eric came to drop the kids off, in Cori Lynn's car, with Cori Lynn in the passenger seat. Justice told me that they left Eric's car at Neways, and that Cori Lynn & Jilli slept over === ugh!!! That's all just fine and dandy...but have some respect...don't bring her to my house!!!! It makes my stomach churn.

I know I need to just get use to this. I know that she is in their daily life whether I like it or not. I don't have anything against her personally...I'm sure she's fabulous. I just don't like her on my turf. They are all but married. I hope he knows what he's doing.

Chris has always been great about keeping his girlfriends away from me. I've met them occassionally, and usually only heard about them from Sierra in passing. He spends his away time with them. I guess I've just gotten use to that. It's hard because Eric just keeps pushing her in my face. She's ALWAYS around and it all happened so quickly after we separated. I'm trying to be a big girl about this. I try to be excited for the kids when they go do fun stuff. I know they like her--- I'm just sick of being left behind for something younger, prettier, and more exciting. I'm a great catch and I just want someone to appreciate me.